Written on: Thursday, November 5, 2009 Time: 11:27 PM
=( flobberbox screwed up and deleted my post again. Changing back to Cbox. Surprisingly i have an account there, like 3 years back and the posts i posted back then are still up there. Yup, the very date when i created this blog, 20 december 06 =) what sincerity
I'm not particularly happy right now, even with so much load off the shoulders. Problems just go on and on i guess, they never end.
Moody.
sry =/ its another one of those boring posts that are not meant to be seen.
not in the best of mood
Written on: Sunday, October 25, 2009 Time: 8:39 PM
Promos are over, and so is the grand judgement. I got promoted, but i'm hardly over the moon. I know i've set the standards low and i know i've met them all. But the thing is, it just doesn't feel like the days before. There's just endless workload in which more had lined themselves up till next year. For goodness sakes, when am i going to feel like its holidays again.
Its just a little bit more fun. A puny bit more. Like why am i discussing about PW during birthday celebrations or SL during outings. I should jolly well be laid back and be lazing off in meadows while waiting for the clouds to hover over me. Good gracious i'm even thinking about my OGL interview later on next week. ARGH
Why is life so pack with meaningless stuffs nowadays. It dosen't make sense at all to strive for grades which you cant even be sure what impact it will have on you later on. It's so the kiasu kind of attitude that made me wants to ace the grades. I'm tired, not physically, after the torment by care-less attitude, meaningless competitions and the feeling of emptiness even after so much had been done.
zzz, cant be bothered
in any case
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CY =) It was fun gaming with your wii and thanks for your effort for others as well =)
Its the hundred and fifty ninth~~
Written on: Thursday, October 15, 2009 Time: 7:48 PM
and its BACK to the beach again =D
The sea, the sand and the shovels, they are practically more familiar than my bed now =)
Its CDP at ECP with 3109 laying their paws and claws on the beach. We worked hard =D with a more than desired result, it truly is one of the best demonstration of class spirit by far =)
I'm burning, i'm 'hot', i'm dark, i'm red, i'm wearing a white bracelet, which previously was a red band. I'm probably cooked, and ready to be served. Nevertheless, it feels great =D It's like the measurement of effort, and the tanner you get, the more effort you can credit yourself with =D The aching muscles is, of course, a more accurate measuring tool =) In any case, today's a happy day =D
These 2 days at the beach had really loosen the shoulders. Get there! once in a while =D and neutralise the pain and negativity. Relax ~~
If you were to be there like maybe tomorrow, do say hi to the BIG paw print at the left as well as the jaguar and cheetah house piece at the front =D
Its the hundred and fifty seventh ~~
Written on: Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Time: 10:46 PM
CDP center piece building is perhaps one of the few activities im able to enjoy (genuinely) in AJ. The breeze, the storm, the strangers that eventually grew old. Or perhaps being bare footed on the sandy beach had neutralised the charges in my body. It felt great =)
Its on castle beach, ECP. I didnt exactly contribute to the center piece, but rather had spent my day as a member of jaguar instead. Building jaguar's center piece was fun =D But nevertheless muscle aching. The initial stage was filled with laughter and smiles, but it eventually died down when all were concentrating. We were focused =) The mountain is our pride, for its the essence of our efforts =)
I know my sentences are kinda disjoint, but i'm TIRED. Still, its kinda great to be stepping into east coast again =)
EAST COAST PARK~~ OMG =(
Its the one hundred and fifty fourth~~
Written on: Thursday, October 8, 2009 Time: 8:21 PM
EXAMS OVER ! but then again, there isn't really much to be happy about. Heres a review of the papers
Yea, mother tongue is after all, the only thing i'm STILL confident of. 谢谢叶老师!! yup, really got to thank her. I mean, shes probably why i'm still able to secure the subject's mark.
HAIZ, seriously, JC ~~ =(
Blog's closing
Written on: Friday, September 25, 2009 Time: 8:32 PM
what a bad news lol, the minute i come in, im closing it down. Well there isnt much of a choice aint there, promos PROMOS PROMOOOOOOSSSSS T_T
anyway this stupid thing aint working =/ <--- tag box
for now, BYE =)
Random
Written on: Monday, September 21, 2009 Time: 2:42 PM
2.41pm Here's a random one, coz i'm playing random. Actually, i just wanna digress =) 2.43pm
3.02pm I'm angered by pw again, by all the negative thoughts that followed her document. Why do i always have to be the one being criticised ? Why isn't there compliments? Why are there only complaints about the colour being too dull and about this and that? What have they done to deserve the right to complaint? WHAT WHAT WHAT ? trash 3.04pm
3.20pm Alright, perhaps i've calmed down, it feels better =/ . The script's finally completed and i'm all ready for tomorrow's presentation =) . 3.21pm
Another one
Written on: Saturday, September 19, 2009 Time: 9:54 PM
Eons since i've blogged, and this ain't got to be a good one. STOP immediately and get out of the blog or be drowned in sulky emotions
In project work, you'll feel unappreciated, you'll feel bad, there's never good, nor positive. You'll feel undermined, you'll feel suppressed, you'll feel controlled, you'll feel restricted, you'll feel low, you'll feel like a burden, you'll not be happy, nor would you be smiling genuinely.
you'll learn whats tolerance, you'll learn to be patient, you'll learn to hold your emotions, you'll learn to consider the larger picture, you'll learn you're not the absolute, you'll learn that there's someone better, you'll learn to accept criticism, you learn to accept the reality.
you'll learn to work on, you'll learn to talk to yourself, you'll learn abandon you emotions, you'll learn the Nike's slogan, you'll learn to just move on and work
you'll finally learn to argue, you'll learn to take your stand, you'll learn to retaliate, you'll learn to shout, you'll learn that you could no longer hold back, you'll learn that you want to contribute, you'll learn that there's no superiority, just irksome worrying and brain cells obliteration
you'll then learn to build your walls, you'll learn to protect yourself, you'll learn to just give in, you'll learn that its futile, you'll learn that 2 is better than 1, you'll learn that life has to go on, you'll learn to just let go, you'll learn to forget it, you'll learn that its PROJECT WORK, you'll learn that you have to work, you'll learn that its an A level subject, you'll learn to be grateful it's only for a year
you'll learn that project work has a meaning, you'll learn whats above, you'll learn and learn and learn. There are of course exceptions, but they are so minute that they can be neglected. You learn the technical stuff, the emotionless part, and you should be happy as a soloist.
True characters, true colours, true emotions, they can't withstand the test of time. Its a year we're talking about, thats 365 and a quarter days, 8766 hours, 525960 minutes, 31557600 seconds, you HAVE to be explicit. By the end of it, you'll grow armour comparable to that of an armadillo and quils of a porcupine. Its call protection. Heres a note, it is often not the intention that kills, its the action. So do not console yourself by saying "she didnt mean it" because she DID IT!
PW is not all that bad, i know, it's difficult to change my stand, especially after everything that i've said above. You'll forget things, by an ecomotion or by a joke. There will be happy moments, but they would not be prominent in your mind. We read our hatred first and often blinded before we can move on to the positive side. I'm smurking at the joking moments, i know, it sounds pervertic, but nevertheless, there'll always be 2 sides (as what you are taught in econs =) ) exceptions are taught in chem, taking a stand is taught in gp, organisation is taught in pw (from negative to positive, after an intro that is), calculations from math, patience from chinese, human emotions from bio. =)
Its the one hundred and thirty ~~
Written on: Friday, September 4, 2009 Time: 11:59 PM
SANDCASTLE
End of term 3, with year end CDP last in the line. Discussion was rather, simple. There isn't much of a "hu ha" (<-- sry how do u spell that?) going on, just simple presentations and sighing up. And i suppose the rather dull atmosphere can be explained by the long working hours in AJ. Everyone's tired, and everyone's lethargic, we need to sleep! Looking around, be it house capt, be it class leaders, there're huge eye bags and blood red eyes everywhere, like albino rabbits with eye mask o.o Whatever the case, i'm still rather grateful for the compliments of the design, at least we'll have more time for oursleves now.
Hm, rather plain post zzz IM EMOTIONLESS TODAY!
vitiating saturday
Written on: Saturday, August 29, 2009 Time: 11:57 PM
ZOO -> AJ HOMECOMING DINNER -> SAM FAREWELL
FINALLY! though its a week later..
Zoo trip Hm, i wonder if there's really fun being kept inside the enclosure. Obviously not -.- But nevertheless at least its free. The animals there were rather.. ok i cant keep up, its simple not thoughts evoking anymore. Darn it, should have jus blogged on that day
Its the hundred and seventy fourth ~~
Written on: Thursday, November 5, 2009 Time: 11:27 PM
=( flobberbox screwed up and deleted my post again. Changing back to Cbox. Surprisingly i have an account there, like 3 years back and the posts i posted back then are still up there. Yup, the very date when i created this blog, 20 december 06 =) what sincerity
I'm not particularly happy right now, even with so much load off the shoulders. Problems just go on and on i guess, they never end.
Moody.
sry =/ its another one of those boring posts that are not meant to be seen.
not in the best of mood
Written on: Sunday, October 25, 2009 Time: 8:39 PM
Promos are over, and so is the grand judgement. I got promoted, but i'm hardly over the moon. I know i've set the standards low and i know i've met them all. But the thing is, it just doesn't feel like the days before. There's just endless workload in which more had lined themselves up till next year. For goodness sakes, when am i going to feel like its holidays again.
Its just a little bit more fun. A puny bit more. Like why am i discussing about PW during birthday celebrations or SL during outings. I should jolly well be laid back and be lazing off in meadows while waiting for the clouds to hover over me. Good gracious i'm even thinking about my OGL interview later on next week. ARGH
Why is life so pack with meaningless stuffs nowadays. It dosen't make sense at all to strive for grades which you cant even be sure what impact it will have on you later on. It's so the kiasu kind of attitude that made me wants to ace the grades. I'm tired, not physically, after the torment by care-less attitude, meaningless competitions and the feeling of emptiness even after so much had been done.
zzz, cant be bothered
in any case
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CY =) It was fun gaming with your wii and thanks for your effort for others as well =)
Its the hundred and fifty ninth~~
Written on: Thursday, October 15, 2009 Time: 7:48 PM
and its BACK to the beach again =D
The sea, the sand and the shovels, they are practically more familiar than my bed now =)
Its CDP at ECP with 3109 laying their paws and claws on the beach. We worked hard =D with a more than desired result, it truly is one of the best demonstration of class spirit by far =)
I'm burning, i'm 'hot', i'm dark, i'm red, i'm wearing a white bracelet, which previously was a red band. I'm probably cooked, and ready to be served. Nevertheless, it feels great =D It's like the measurement of effort, and the tanner you get, the more effort you can credit yourself with =D The aching muscles is, of course, a more accurate measuring tool =) In any case, today's a happy day =D
These 2 days at the beach had really loosen the shoulders. Get there! once in a while =D and neutralise the pain and negativity. Relax ~~
If you were to be there like maybe tomorrow, do say hi to the BIG paw print at the left as well as the jaguar and cheetah house piece at the front =D
Its the hundred and fifty seventh ~~
Written on: Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Time: 10:46 PM
CDP center piece building is perhaps one of the few activities im able to enjoy (genuinely) in AJ. The breeze, the storm, the strangers that eventually grew old. Or perhaps being bare footed on the sandy beach had neutralised the charges in my body. It felt great =)
Its on castle beach, ECP. I didnt exactly contribute to the center piece, but rather had spent my day as a member of jaguar instead. Building jaguar's center piece was fun =D But nevertheless muscle aching. The initial stage was filled with laughter and smiles, but it eventually died down when all were concentrating. We were focused =) The mountain is our pride, for its the essence of our efforts =)
I know my sentences are kinda disjoint, but i'm TIRED. Still, its kinda great to be stepping into east coast again =)
EAST COAST PARK~~ OMG =(
Its the one hundred and fifty fourth~~
Written on: Thursday, October 8, 2009 Time: 8:21 PM
EXAMS OVER ! but then again, there isn't really much to be happy about. Heres a review of the papers
Yea, mother tongue is after all, the only thing i'm STILL confident of. 谢谢叶老师!! yup, really got to thank her. I mean, shes probably why i'm still able to secure the subject's mark.
HAIZ, seriously, JC ~~ =(
Blog's closing
Written on: Friday, September 25, 2009 Time: 8:32 PM
what a bad news lol, the minute i come in, im closing it down. Well there isnt much of a choice aint there, promos PROMOS PROMOOOOOOSSSSS T_T
anyway this stupid thing aint working =/ <--- tag box
for now, BYE =)
Random
Written on: Monday, September 21, 2009 Time: 2:42 PM
2.41pm Here's a random one, coz i'm playing random. Actually, i just wanna digress =) 2.43pm
3.02pm I'm angered by pw again, by all the negative thoughts that followed her document. Why do i always have to be the one being criticised ? Why isn't there compliments? Why are there only complaints about the colour being too dull and about this and that? What have they done to deserve the right to complaint? WHAT WHAT WHAT ? trash 3.04pm
3.20pm Alright, perhaps i've calmed down, it feels better =/ . The script's finally completed and i'm all ready for tomorrow's presentation =) . 3.21pm
Another one
Written on: Saturday, September 19, 2009 Time: 9:54 PM
Eons since i've blogged, and this ain't got to be a good one. STOP immediately and get out of the blog or be drowned in sulky emotions
In project work, you'll feel unappreciated, you'll feel bad, there's never good, nor positive. You'll feel undermined, you'll feel suppressed, you'll feel controlled, you'll feel restricted, you'll feel low, you'll feel like a burden, you'll not be happy, nor would you be smiling genuinely.
you'll learn whats tolerance, you'll learn to be patient, you'll learn to hold your emotions, you'll learn to consider the larger picture, you'll learn you're not the absolute, you'll learn that there's someone better, you'll learn to accept criticism, you learn to accept the reality.
you'll learn to work on, you'll learn to talk to yourself, you'll learn abandon you emotions, you'll learn the Nike's slogan, you'll learn to just move on and work
you'll finally learn to argue, you'll learn to take your stand, you'll learn to retaliate, you'll learn to shout, you'll learn that you could no longer hold back, you'll learn that you want to contribute, you'll learn that there's no superiority, just irksome worrying and brain cells obliteration
you'll then learn to build your walls, you'll learn to protect yourself, you'll learn to just give in, you'll learn that its futile, you'll learn that 2 is better than 1, you'll learn that life has to go on, you'll learn to just let go, you'll learn to forget it, you'll learn that its PROJECT WORK, you'll learn that you have to work, you'll learn that its an A level subject, you'll learn to be grateful it's only for a year
you'll learn that project work has a meaning, you'll learn whats above, you'll learn and learn and learn. There are of course exceptions, but they are so minute that they can be neglected. You learn the technical stuff, the emotionless part, and you should be happy as a soloist.
True characters, true colours, true emotions, they can't withstand the test of time. Its a year we're talking about, thats 365 and a quarter days, 8766 hours, 525960 minutes, 31557600 seconds, you HAVE to be explicit. By the end of it, you'll grow armour comparable to that of an armadillo and quils of a porcupine. Its call protection. Heres a note, it is often not the intention that kills, its the action. So do not console yourself by saying "she didnt mean it" because she DID IT!
PW is not all that bad, i know, it's difficult to change my stand, especially after everything that i've said above. You'll forget things, by an ecomotion or by a joke. There will be happy moments, but they would not be prominent in your mind. We read our hatred first and often blinded before we can move on to the positive side. I'm smurking at the joking moments, i know, it sounds pervertic, but nevertheless, there'll always be 2 sides (as what you are taught in econs =) ) exceptions are taught in chem, taking a stand is taught in gp, organisation is taught in pw (from negative to positive, after an intro that is), calculations from math, patience from chinese, human emotions from bio. =)
Its the one hundred and thirty ~~
Written on: Friday, September 4, 2009 Time: 11:59 PM
SANDCASTLE
End of term 3, with year end CDP last in the line. Discussion was rather, simple. There isn't much of a "hu ha" (<-- sry how do u spell that?) going on, just simple presentations and sighing up. And i suppose the rather dull atmosphere can be explained by the long working hours in AJ. Everyone's tired, and everyone's lethargic, we need to sleep! Looking around, be it house capt, be it class leaders, there're huge eye bags and blood red eyes everywhere, like albino rabbits with eye mask o.o Whatever the case, i'm still rather grateful for the compliments of the design, at least we'll have more time for oursleves now.
Hm, rather plain post zzz IM EMOTIONLESS TODAY!
vitiating saturday
Written on: Saturday, August 29, 2009 Time: 11:57 PM
ZOO -> AJ HOMECOMING DINNER -> SAM FAREWELL
FINALLY! though its a week later..
Zoo trip Hm, i wonder if there's really fun being kept inside the enclosure. Obviously not -.- But nevertheless at least its free. The animals there were rather.. ok i cant keep up, its simple not thoughts evoking anymore. Darn it, should have jus blogged on that day
About me
qin jie
16
20121992
kcpps,amkss,ajc
[6D04],[2206,4508],[31/09]
ncc land (co)
course attended Central Specialist Course 2009 Phase 1 ( 16March~19March)
